April Goals: Hit or Miss?

 

April was honestly a mixed bag when it comes to my goals.

While I was able to create some new designs I didn’t practice like I have been wanting to. Definitely haven’t been feeling so great throughout the month and it has 100% reflected in my art practice. I guess I have just been feeli8ng like I am incapable of getting better or doing the art I want to do. Like there is a barrier between what my brain sees and what my hands are capable of doing, it doesn’t help that after creating all the jewelry that my hands and joints have started hurting a lot. I just feel defeated.

Work out wise it’s the same thing, my back and hips have been in so much pain that I can’t seem to get comfortable stretching. My husband has been working overtime, so we haven’t gone on our walks either and I miss them but it’s no fun going alone in the heat. I mean I still walk multiple times a day with our dog so it’s not like I don’t do any walking just the “extracurricular” walks have currently been off the table.

The theme for April was definitely more a “meh” than a yay. A lot of things were going on this month as well with doctors’ appointments for the kiddo, so I guess my anxiety just got to me and gnawed subconsciously at me. I hope that May can be better as we are also heading closer towards my birthday.

I want to remind you all that it is okay to not have great months, it happens. We just got to pick ourselves back up and try again.